Sexy Mama

I'm not someone who takes compliments very well... When i get complimented by "The Contender" I always say, "No I'm not" "Your wrong" "Get your Glasses" "What do you want?" He gives me a sligh remark, like... "oh, so you think I'm lying?" -Long dramatic pause- "Your calling me a liar? ... Well, ....... kind of! So, being this woman who doesn't take a compliment, How does one change that about themselves. I mean, I don't think I'm disgusting... But, Sexy? Nah Hot Mama? Well.. maybe... How can men be so confident in themselves... and walk around slightly nudie.. Or right when they wake up.... and NOT care! ....and us ladies... (well, I suppose I am speaking for myself...) must cover up our goodies, so to speak? for sheer humiliation of our giggly parts being noticed by... "him" I would sleep in a velour suit, in the middle of an Arizona summer (which is HOT), just to make sure nothing is getting noticed, that shouldn't! I will wake up before The Contender, fix my hair, add a little blush and powder, then gingerly lay back down, as though angles just placed me there... ... I wonder if this is something I will ever get over... Will I ever believe I am that... "sexy lady" spoken about...